I've an idea...

Lets climb on the roof, just us. 

Bring the blankets, we'll lie together and look at the stars. 

And whisper and laugh and kiss and forget the world we left on the ground.

Holla.

Sorry for the lack of proper posts and updates. Recently I've been dealing lots of inner emotions by myself and some thought i needed to sort out, About Onew, love, friends and everything else. Getting really addicted to Tumblr nowadays so i guess i'll most likely be on tumblr instead of here? www.wolvescapade.tumblr.com

If y'all are kpop fanatics you should know that Onew's been smoking electronic cigg and dating JungAh from AS and well, that kinda made me go depress. I look at him and i turned speechless. Point is i don't even care or i don't even wanna fan-girl over him anymore. I guess this is the end? I don't know though... Still figuring out.

Peace out, will blog again real soon.

Protecting bias Onew.

So what if Onew is pointing middle finger? What does that have to do with you? I supposed its personal rights no? I don't think Onew need to apologize in any sense because he's human too. So now fans are judging jinki cuz he pointed middle finger to jonghyun? Bitches fyi he's human too ok and i don't find it rude or whatever I mean everyone has the right to express themselves no? Oh please if u can't stand such gesture prolly his middle finger is telling you to go fuck yourself. ha ha ha.

So you all seriously have nothing to do than to cyber bully and be keyboard warriors? Onew don't have the need to apologize ok. Ya ya big deal la u the most perfect one la hor. You the most upright one la.

There's bound to be haters that hate how happy Onew always seem to be & somehow they are finding the chance to demoralize him.

Seriously better stop bullying kind and nice people out there else karma will hit you first. Just a warning anyway.

P.s sorry for the excessive use of vulgar but I hope Onew would really stay strong because even if he pee in the public or strip naked, I would still support you all the way. Please rmb that my dear boy xoxoxo

If you dream about your teeth falling out...

This might be the third time I'm experiencing teeth dropping out while i was dreaming. It's really scary & in two of the dreams, my mum was suggesting braces lol and i happily agree to it. LOL.

If Your Teeth are Falling Out...

Dream: Your teeth are falling out, rotting, or growing crooked.

Interpretations:

• Anxieties about your appearance- Your teeth convey an image of attractiveness, and play an important role in the game of flirtation. Dreaming that your teeth are falling out may stem from feelings of rejection, or the consequences of getting old. 
• Fear of being embarrassed- These dreams are an over-exaggeration of your worries and anxieties. 
• Feeling powerless- If you're feeling inferior or insecure in your life right now, these dreams may be an indication that you need to be more assertive and believe in yourself.

Oh and anyway, if you're concerned about my results, here's 2 words to describe it. "F YEAH" well turns out my prayer actually works i guess although my GPA is really cui, BUT i'm glad that i'm heading to Year 3.  WHOOP.

Mixed Feelings

Okay so apparently results is out in like 3 hours or less than that & I'm really really nervous about it. Trying my best not to think so much but I'm really afraid retaking a module and just lag behind my class or whatever. ACS i beg you, can you let me pass? Just a D- will do i don't expect more really. Crossing my heart and seriously i don't wanna die. Not now please....... :'(

Fucking this.

Let the sky fall when it crumbles we'll stand tall, face it all together as sky falls.

There's bound to be friends you have to let go no matter what. It's either you've changed or they has. Either way, things changed. No point holding on to a friendship that's leading nowhere. We both know it. You know it.

Onew & his bread song hehehehe

He made me fall in love with him all over again.

Some of us.

I need to stop pinning high hopes on myself. Really. Because when things don't go my way, I start to fall apart.
Note to self : greater expectations = greater disappointments.

Scars.

“When I look back, it was the people I cared about most deeply that ended up hurting me the most. Makes me wonder, though. Is it really because they gave me greater scars? Or did I inflict the pain upon myself by naively expecting that they, of all people, wouldn’t ever be bad to me?”

- Tablo

Picture Diary.

 One of my fave OOTD :)

 Fat face hahaha sigh.

 One of the cutest laugh ever in the whole wide world.

 I really suck lol "LOSER"

 First time so sick of mac and cheese.

 Very very blur face :/

 Ssikkek BBQ @ Novena!

It's been so long... With the kids :')

Addicted to Mahjong lol this is bad!!!

So gonna get this cute flippy skirt :O

Out again to IKEA with family :)

BB Qing Tao.

Deeply sorry to make you drool. But one of the best zichar store... Especially the one with Sambal Stingray *licks lips*

Sushi King @ KSL yesterday for some shopping with le aunt hehe! The food wasn't that bad but the air-con was spoiled and there's some flies...... BUT! I'm still fine now ain't I? :)

I FUCKING GOT IT. I was literally jumping and squealing and the sales girl look at me with astonishment. Hahaha whoops.

My aunt looks so cute in this angle hahaha :D

Ok apparently I had like 2 huge pimples on ma face and mum suggested I do charcoal mask. So now laugh.

This morning after 10 hours of good sleep! Not a great dream I've gotten though, somehow I'm not sure if I just witnessed someone being stabbed or that I have split personality, i went to stab someone. Lol fuck ma life.

A very short lesson in psychology.

Nah I'm not emo anymore. Just learning to let go of things that wasn't supposed to be mine in the first place.

Blow Me (One Last Kiss) by P!nk

White knuckles and sweaty palms from hanging on too tight

Clenched shut jaw, I've got another headache again tonight

Eyes on fire, eyes on fire, and they burn from all the tears

I've been crying, I've been crying, I've been dying over you

Tie a knot in the rope, tryin' to hold, tryin' to hold,

But there's nothing to grasp so I let go

I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much

I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)

You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of shit

My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)

Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day (NO!)

Have you had a shit day? (NO!), we've had a shit day (NO!)

I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss

I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last kiss.

I won't miss all of the fighting that we always did,

Take it in, I mean what I say when I say there is nothing left

No more sick whiskey dick, no more battles for me

You'll be calling a trick, 'cause you'll no longer sleep

I'll dress nice, I'll look good, I'll go dancing alone

I will laugh, I'll get drunk, I'll take somebody home

I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much

I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)

You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of shit

My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)

Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day (No!)

Have you had a shit day? (No!), we've had a shit day (No!)

I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss

I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last kiss.

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/blow-me-one-last-kiss-lyrics-pink.html ]

Blow me one last kiss

Blow me one last kiss

I will do what I please, anything that I want

I will breathe, I will breathe, I won't worry at all

You will pay for your sins, you'll be sorry my dear

All the lies, all the why's, will all be crystal clear

I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much

I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)

You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of shit

My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)

Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day (No!)

Have you had a shit day? (No!), we've had a shit day (No!)

I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss

I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last kiss.

Na na na na - da da da da

Na na na na - da da da da

Blow me one last kiss.

Na na na na - da da da da

Na na na na - da da da da

Blow me one last kiss.

Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day (No!)

Have you had a shit day? (No!), we've had a shit day (No!)

I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss

I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last kiss.

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Love this song currently, kinda explains my situation? In summary, this song = fuck you. I guess its time to put down everything and fucking leave. Right?

Wide Awake

Awake after a loooong day out with my khakis. Didn't really take much pictures since it was supposed to be a 2D1N "camp" lol. Half truth because it was really a camp.... Camp-outside-and-ton. It was really fun actually although i got damn shag after a long day out. We met at Joseph's house for some rounds of mahjong, my first time learning to play actually. I got kinda addicted to it HAHAHA! Afterwards we went to Sshiekek @ Novena for some korean BBQ before heading to AMK for hardcore 3 hours LAN Gaming @ Raiders. A really cute guy caught my eyes but..... well eye candy it is. SIGH. :(

Bus over to Chomp Chomp... Nope not supper cuz we were damn full! We went to Bulldog Cafe to be exact & under peer pressure I had to drink Carlsberg. Haha just joking, I wanted to drink anyway. Drank a pint of beer & my whole body was on fire! I can feel my face really red and well, not drunk la of course. I wanted a hangover actually because I want to see how good it felt to forget everything for a moment. But then again I don't wanna really get wasted... I'm still young & I can't afford to let my parents worry or let them lose their trusts on me. Right?

Well well. I'm still tired though not sure why...

I just tumblr-ed awhile and I felt that there's no point holding on to someone whom doesn't even gives a single fuck on you.